People suck. That’s never gonna change. They are never gonna change. If they did something once what makes you think they won’t do it again. I don’t want a facebook, twitter, tumblr, a cellphone, nothing. I don’t want to communicate with anyone anymore. I want to be alone. alone with my zune. maybe a few but very very very small select friends. people that have truely cared and been there. those that i have trust in. but then again. I’d rather be alone. Music will never turn it’s back on me [it can’t change].
because two triangles equals a square.
hey im the one that asked if u would give advice about a guy. well here i go what if i went out wit this one guy during the winter, he broke up wit me, and i still cant get over him. he used to still show he liked me also but now we dont talk at all. and i miss it, i miss us. ive found myself using other guys now tryin to get over him and ive even thought about goin bi alot but its just a bad situation i talk to these guys drop my secrets on them hookup and leave the next day... its like everytime im wit someone i compare them to my ex and i want to tell him how ive been feeling but i feel he likes someone else and that i just bother him. and recently ive felt so lost without him here i just miss our convos about life and ive been starting to fall apart completely ive been self inflicting pain more, drinking, slippin my grades, dressing like a slut. i just dont no what to do anymore im too lost to b found.
mmm. That’s hard. You should take care of yourself… The first step to doing anything about this situation is you need to better your life a little. Hooking up and being used by random guys, drinking, inflicting pain isn’t going to make anything better or fix the situation. I’m sorry if I sound like a jerk. I’ve just been on that path way too many times. Listen it isn’t worth it. Now number two. Fuck what people say even your good friends. people like to control other peoples lives its just a way of nature. look at all the sides that people give you but you don’t have to commit to anything if it isn’t something you want to do or that you think is right [I know, then why should you be listening to me. then take what I have to say and it’s your choice to use it or not]. three. don’t change yourself for them eventually you’ll get over them and find some who will truly wants to be with you and like you for who you are. Lastly, have you tried bringing him back into your life? SLOWLY. you don’t want to scare them away with “omg i miss you” and all that garbage. sorry. but it just doesn’t work. drop him a text see how his doing and maybe see if he wants to grab a bite or something. if you really like this kid don’t drink when you’re out with him or if you txt him. that’s when stupid shit happens and believe me fucking stupid shit can happen. I hope this is some help :/ i truly know how you feel and if you still need to talk… well you know my url. my ask box is open. i hope you follow up and tell me what happens. The future will be better.
I don’t understand anything anymore. It’s literally impossible for me to get a job. I have no real friends. I want to go back to college and my parents refuse to help me out financial. I’m yelled at to do things all day. Then I’m told that shit should’ve been done even though I wasn’t told to do them. I hate living. I hate this house. I hate myself. I am getting no where and there’s no one to help to get me through this. I drink by myself almost every night and I cry. I constantly cry. No one understand me. Everyone around me is too selfish to hear me out and my “good friends” I don’t want to talk about this to because they are way to judgmental. I want to get the hell out of here I want to leave and never have to interact with a single person again. I just want to disappear. Death looks so appeasing right now.
“please come and see me tomorrow, cry infront of me, cry with me, let it all out but be with me when you do, just so you know you have someone who will always always always be there for you no matter what.”